It has been a year since I have posted. I feel awkward writing sometimes. It is like I am writing to everyone and no one at the same time. Writing allows me to process my thoughts and conjure a bit of a connection with people. Lately, I have felt lost wondering if I should idle on auto pilot. Usually when I feel this way, it is time to make bigger goals or come out of my cave to interact with people. Even introverted people, like myself, need some kind of human contact every once in a while. Thank you for reading my posts and following! Feel free to leave comments.
Staying because they are all you know. Afraid to break free because the next person may do the same. Your heart aches. You are not happy. It is a never-ending cycle. You are the only one that can stop the madness. You have to make up your mind and decide. Then follow through. Do not let yourself get sucked back in with the blame games. Change your life. You can be happy. When there is a will there is a way!
It’s difficult to have the patience to date after ending a long term relationship. Having to get to know someone all over again and seeing if the two of you are compatible is somewhat overwhelming. Anxious and wondering if they feel the same or what their true intentions must be. My mind over thinking. Then again it can be amazing once you’ve found that special someone. I know exactly what I want in a relationship now. Feeling ready to find my soulmate and grow together.
What is love exactly? A chemical in the brain for reproduction or something more… Ask everyone around you what love is and each person will have their own definition of the term. Some think love is buying gifts, others a punch in the face. I thought people conjured up their definition of love from childhood experiences. Whatever they went through and saw the most of, that is what made up their definition. This may be true for most people. Then you have people that follow their own intuition. They do not need to be shown what love is by anyone. It is within them. They want and will break the cycle of the past generation. The same negative characteristics of the past generation are present yet these people have naturally chosen a different path. These enlightened ones know this “love” everyone speaks of, is selflessness. It is unity.
I believe nowadays people represent themselves. Flags, symbols and colors are meaning less and less. This person uses this symbol for something and another uses that same symbol for a totally different meaning. You want to stop hatred? Start with yourself. Show love and compassion in the hardest of times. Be what you dream of being. Be true and pure. Be that all the time in public and private. Get out of bed knowing you will live at your fullest potential. You define yourself. There are good and bad people and each person has their own definition of good and bad. Symbols also can be good to one and bad to another. This all comes down to people. A symbol is nothing unless intention is behind it.
I am not a professional writer by all means. I have some idea of what I would like to do with my life. I hope to overcome my anxious nature and begin to heal people spiritually. Through my thoughts on this blog or through some other form. I have been through many obstacles in my young life. I hope to share my hardships and let others see they are not alone in this interesting world. Genuine people still remain here.
It has been a couple of months since my last post. It is cool to have a site where you can share your thoughts with the world. I always wonder what to write about. If I should focus on a specific topic or write from the heart. I guess I can do both lol I do not really care about being the best at writing. Everyone has their own definition of the best and there is no use in trying to please everyone. I want people to know they are not alone and we are more alike than different. We all have ups and downs in life. I will be sharing my experiences and thoughts with you. Hope you enjoy my posts!
Most of us are taught to keep ourselves in a lower vibrational cage from birth. Many people do not like their jobs, unhappy and unfulfilled and do not know or care to get out of this rut. I wish more people would put their energy into ascension and living a healthier life. Uplifting and inspiring people brings me so much joy. Everyone should have a meaningful and spiritual way of making a living. Anyone willing to give wise words feel free to leave a comment.
There are so many beautiful things in this world that go unnoticed. As the flower grows from the Sun and butterfly from the flower. I sit wondering what is next after this body has passed and faded to dust. I am noticing the little things that contribute to the big picture.
Tit for tat gets old. He was once upon a time the love of my life. Realizing I was blinded by my teen years and hormones, now I see. I was in love with love. I had no clue what love really was or how to give the love that should be given. We all are here to make mistakes. As we learn and grow we will ascend into higher beings. Relationships are not all sunshine and unicorn farts. When you are hurting and you choose to find another other than your partner, then it is time for self reflection. Communicate your thoughts and feelings and then get out of the relationship. You are better off releasing the two of you from a lifetime of heartache. Cheating is an option. Love and explore yourself. Find what you like and dislike. Be truthful to yourself and others and your life will be so much easier.